yes i can

so im doing this new thing where im trying to post at least once a week but uh yeah.. its turning out to be a little harder than i thought it would be.  But im gonna get focused and continue to push myself to meet my goals, the same way im pushing myself to complete insanity... pray for me

A welcomed change

Some times you meet people & they are around for a moment/
some stay forever & some don't know when to go with the wind as it blows & the seasons as they change/ the alloted  time has passed & its a new day/
then there are those you get by "default"ncause fate brought you together/then encouraged you to build a bond that you've been instructed should last forever...
Now we all have people that fall into the seasonal drifts/
but we all aren't as fortunate as I/who has found the kind from the fate driven line/
through fate I met 18 individuals/different yet the same with qualities incomparable to that of the seasonal lames / these fate driven ones have made so much in life better/
without them I would've never learned about myself as I waded  through different weather/ strengths & weaknesses, accomplishments & failures/ these 18 are a back bone regardless of the weather.
Now some may have fate driven friends/referred to just as that/
but mine are more than that, they are sisters & with that/ they are happiness & sadness, joy & pain, upsets & pick ups/ resulting in memories that last always/
so while you have your friends, I'll have my line/
& you better believe that my sisters trump your friends hands down at any time.

#J13

-J. Shaw©

I find

Im not one to talk much about love but I find myself engulfed in thoughts of pure lust
Lust for the love I want in my life & lust for the feelings that I want to arise
I find myself longing for a touch, or a taste,
longing for a kiss or for that head over heels feeling accompanied by love to embrace
I find myself wanting intellectual intimacy that connects us better than that which comes physically
I find desires of such intimacy becoming breathtakingly real to me.
Night dreams become day dreams that become fantasies leaving my mind in a heightened frenzie
I find myself  entranced in your could be physique, your aura, your aroma, and how it would tantalize me
I find myself seeing myself in a light unseen, having deminished my hard exterior becoming vulnerable for your eyes to see, synonymous to a new born baby bearing all my perfect imperfections so you can really see me.
I find that such desires more than likely will go unseen for the quality of those charged to fulfill them have diminished to levels of utter disbelief.

Finally

FINALLY I HAVE COME BACK TO MY BLOGSPOT!!!!!